I'm just a Rainman's Daughter, I make happy rains !!

I'm a rainman's daughter,
In my childhood,
I used to paint the light and
Brew the rainbows.

But now these days,

I'm coloring Clouds,

In Black and Gray,

Making Tsunamis and thandors !!

My nyatophilia and adulthood,

Pushing me away from the day..!!

Because This old Machine is just pumping,
with some broken chains.
And only grief and sorrow,
Burning her brain !!

And I,

In a Standstill motion,
Wandering in the fathomless abyss,
Narrating the time in a timeless class,
Expecting ingress in the cosmic chasm !!

Celebrating solitude,
Engaged in my own chaste conversations alone !!
It seems cold !!

My dear !!
No Autumn makes the leaves fall,
Without Awakening the wintry earth,
How vernal flowers can laugh forth !!

No thee can have, my springs,
Without showing their leafless sapling !!

when shall this brumous end ?
soul is seeking for the summer,
Heart wants to float in the hot wind
and
I want a Sun to make me warm !!

How does it feel like,
catching the glimpse of light,
In the cleft of a rock,
Birh of so many questions,
with,
Childlike innocence and wonder,
What will be there ?
Is it a new world ?
Or is it a merely an unseen part ?

Will I gonna see ?

My unknown cosmic mate ?
Maybe end of my basorexia ?
My inner peace ?


Trying to infiltrate,
Finding ways to getting in,
After sore travail of soul,
Finally,
I have won the sciamacly
Niedosyt to equanimity,
I've experienced it all,
And I have made the path,
Which leads to immortality.

And immortality is nothing.
Nothing but living a life with happiness.
Maybe all I need is love..
A call at three,
Because someone knows I'm not asleep.
or Maybe I need to induratize.
Wait for the right one to come !!

But why I'm sad  because of my solitude,
Which I have by choice.!!

I have no answers,
but I know what I want !!
It's just a piece of hope and joy !!


let's search happiness internally,
So, no one can take it back.!!

Asleep in komorebi,
Having euneirophrenia,
Birds are Singing My Eclogues songs,
This is my home,
This is the place where I belong.

And I'm collecting all the pictures
of floating kites and sun rise.
innocent laughters and 

Sparkness of black eyes,

This is the fuel for my flight..!!

But I also need some chains,

Holding me to my ground.

I'm trying to create the rains...!!

And light too!!

Stars are emerging love,
And galaxies pouring smilies,
I'm coloring the clouds Snow White,
Making rainbows little bright. !!

Now,
I'm happy,
Without any reason. !!

I'm just a rainman's daughter,
Who makes happy rains !!